Love... oh k#k!

I figure once in my life I have to get this out... once and for all... spit it out so I can look at it clearly (look at love clearly... HA, I know right?) But dammit I have to try.

THEN later... a love flick AKA Chick Flick.. panty dropper... guy killer... you know, a love story that will even have the guys almost in tears.. just almost.. cause they too proud... "Ag nee man, dis net vir moffies hierie!" translation for the English "F*&K this shit for a movie!".. but in the shower later he'll be curled up crying like that dude from The Crying Game... minus the 'misunderstanding'.

Ah love... "To love means renouncing strength." <- look at that, what do you make of that? Can easily be misconstrued right? I get it if you have scars jading you from the past. I mean strength as in too much pride and way too many barriers that need to be dropped.

With true understanding, compassion and respect for the other, your partner, that strength will in turn be safe, that heart is appreciated and always... safe. If true willingness to have understanding, compassion and respect is THERE, and forever present, for the other... you are on the right track to know love... remember that, and that alone.

One does become vulnerable if one opens up and allows love to take over... find your balance then.

Love is just that understanding and respect for boundaries... right? It's the feeling of all emotions embedded into your eyes and only for the other to see... they may take a look... your safe with that person mos?

Now you could say to reach that level of respect, compassion and understanding you have to open yourself to the point where you are totally exposed, the core is bare... that isn't a bad thing though... with the right person. You'll know who that person is... you'll have NO FEAR to expose your core to them.

I think love is usually feared cause it is misunderstood and even perceived as a fool's emotion... why not walk blind... we walk blind around most thoughts and emotions... us a bit of cautions hope and take the leap... from current experience... it feels great...

NOW, hear me out, I've feared it myself.. way too many-a-times but then I realised; expose enough, then totally when safe and know when light is green.. look into her eyes... brother... you'll know.

You know what... for fuck sakes, IT'S LOVE PEOPLE!!! Not the eternal damnation of the soul... It's when you wake up next to that person and and they have that morning white sticky stuff and they have the eyes of the living dead and the breath... no comment... but to you they still are the most beautiful being ever. When you see the evil side come out but you know that good heart is still pounding and you help it to overcome this battle in the dark... when you kiss and your knees go weak and even you lift your foot all girly like... not her... when you can't get enough... when you could give all... when you'll give your last breath so she can have a thousand more... She's your best friend... your enemy... your lover and partner... Even when you falling apart and end back in nappies and always look like you chewing on jelly... and so does she but you still wanna slap that sweet ass... that... my friends... is love...

"All these words I just don't say, and nothing else matters. Trust I seek and I find in you, everyday for us something new, open mind for a different view... and nothing else matters."
- Nothing Else Matters, Metallica

Couldn't have said it better. You know what... Love is what it is... We each will know when we see it... when we find it...

Be good or great at it!

Love Reg (hahaha... see what I did there)